One little fail

How did it come that I was ready and wanted to share myself and my freedom with another person but no one showed up?
But what if I was just asking them to share themselves and their freedom with me?
That's how it looks like for me now. I used to daydream spending their time with me, occupating their mind with my thoughts. But who am I to ask for this...     ?

You had better come and I will spend my time with you. Come and I will share it. I have enough. Even if I did not... Come and get a spit of a my sunlight and decide what you want to do with yours.